I Became a God in a Horror Game

Guy on the stage cupped his hands around his mouth, laughed and shouted loudly: “Bai Liu! Promise him!”

“This nice young man just asked to borrow the wedding dress from me!” Guy laughed so hard that he almost burst into tears. “I didn’t lend it to him, I only gave him a veil. He looked drunk. After borrowing the veil, he even came to grab my wedding dress and almost tore it off my body!”

Alex raised his head suddenly, hugged Guy’s waist in confusion, and looked around seriously: “——Where is the good young man who wants to tear Guy’s wedding dress off!”

Guy smiled more and more happily, lowered his head and kissed Alex.

The drunk Alex fell silent again after receiving the kiss. Guy raised his head and looked at Bai Liu with shining eyes, full of sincere tenderness and blessings.

“Promise him, Bai Liu, you really love each other.”

There was a very light layer of sadness hidden under Guy’s happy smile:

“Don’t wait until your lover dies to mourn him. Every moment you spend together is as precious as gold.”

Spades knelt on the ground, holding a bouquet and with his head raised, waited persistently for Bai Liu’s answer.

The crowd jumped around them meaninglessly, waving, laughing and opening bottles of champagne. The sweet and intoxicating foam of the sparkling champagne flew all over the room, and countless golden fragments fell from the roof like fireworks. The sound of laughter outside the windows rang through the night.

A few shiny little fragments fell on Spades’ hair.

Bai Liu lowered his eyes, reached out and gently took away the fragments, and then pushed away the loose hair from Spade’s forehead.

The eyes under Spades’ hair were dark and pure, reflecting Bai Liu’s figure cleanly and completely, as if only Bai Liu could only be seen in this noisy world.

“Are you willing to marry me?” Spades asked seriously, holding the bouquet almost under Bai Liu’s nose.

Bai Liu opened his lips. He had a lot to say and ask.

Hesitating to speak was a rare and impossible thing for him, but at this moment, it happened.

Because the person he wanted to ask couldn’t remember anything or understand anything, and sometimes Bai Liu wasn’t even sure that the person who had lost his memory was the Tawil in his memory.

They look so different.

But Spades always gives Bai Liu an… indescribable sense of familiarity, letting him know that Spades is that person.

Edmund, the NPC in the previous game, told Bai Liu that people are not containers composed of memory and flesh. There is something higher level than this that exists in everyone, distinguishing them from monsters that are exactly the same as themselves.

This thing is love.

So even if a person’s body and memory are completely different, love still exists.

Bai Liu didn’t believe in this statement, but he still didn’t understand why Spades could find him out of so many [Bai Liu’s] before.

He didn’t understand where his desire to impulsively accept the bouquet at this moment came from.

Obviously this was just a game.

Bai Liu calmly looked down at Spades kneeling on the ground and asked, “Why do you want to marry me?”

Spades said: “I hope you don’t hate me.”

Bai Liu easily understood Spades’ logic. His eyes were half-closed: “…Why don’t you want me to hate you?”

“There are so many players who hate you. Do you want to marry each of them so that they don’t hate you?”

After a pause, he frowned and shook his head: “They have always hated and feared me.”

“I don’t want to marry them.”

Bai Liu asked calmly: “If you want to marry someone who hates you, why don’t you choose someone else?”

“They are afraid of you and will easily agree to your request. They will not always oppose you like me, or even hurt you repeatedly.”

Bai Liu’s long eyelashes dropped, and his voice was so soft that it was almost inaudible: “…I have never been your best choice.”

“I’ve been… killing you.”

“You have never killed me.” Spade looked directly at him, “If one day I die, it will be my choice to die.”

Bai Liu’s breathing slowed down: “… There are so many choices, why do you have to choose me?”

— Even after dying for me twice, you’re still picking me.

Spades’ eyes reflected Bai Liu, and his tone was calm and serious: “Because you are different from others.”

Bai Liu asked: “What’s the difference?”

Spades pondered for a long time and gave the answer: “They can hate me, but I don’t want you to hate me.”

Bai Liu was quiet for a long time, then he chuckled and raised his eyes: “Why can’t I hate you?”

Spades was quiet for a while: “…I don’t know, I just don’t want you to hate me.”

The expression on Bai Liu’s face softened unconsciously: “Just like I hate you, there is no reason for it, right?”

Spades lowered his voice as if he was a little depressed: “…Yeah.”

“Promise him! Promise him! Promise him!”

The booing was getting louder and louder, and the soldiers who were red-faced and drunk were shouting loudly, as if they were threatening Bai Liu, but they were laughing happily, with a look full of expectation, eager to see a second married couple. Spades’ expression made it clear he was waiting for Bai Liu to speak.

“Spades, people will not marry someone they hate.” Bai Liu said softly, “This does not conform to the logic of normal people.”

Spades knelt motionless, as if he had fallen into a strange whirlpool of thinking because the logic of the proposal had been destroyed.

According to his idea, two people who hate each other can get married and end their hatred for each other through marriage, but Bai Liu said that the causal relationship was reversed, which made Spades pause in place.

This was different from what he thought.

Bai Liu’s eyes dropped to the bouquet in Spade’s hand, and he seemed to be talking to himself: “But you and I are both drunk now.”

“So we can do things that don’t make sense.”

Bai Liu reached out, took the bouquet from Spades’ hands and smiled at Spades who had not yet reacted:

“I do.”

Guy stuffed his index finger and thumb into his mouth, laughed wildly and whistled without any thought to his own image: “—Now the groom can kiss the groom!”

Bai Liu held the bouquet and slowly walked towards Spades. He slightly tilted his head and raised it as if he wanted to kiss him, and looked intently into Spades’ eyes.

Flowing golden fireworks fell from their heads. People from a strange country they didn’t know held up empty beer bottles and knocked against each other in confusion, shaking their heads and playing the beat of the wedding march. In the dim bar in the distance, a man in a wedding dress and a drunk groom were kissing passionately.

Bai Liu had never imagined his marriage before the moment he jumped from the plane.

But at that moment, he had thought about it.

Bai Liu thought that the wedding scene imagined by a monster like him should be weird and unattended, but the strange thing is that the wedding he imagined with Tawil was like what all normal people in the world yearn for.

Vulgar, lively, with a large group of strangers who have only a slight connection with them to witness, and then they make the same promise to each other in the noisy background – we will be together forever, until death do us apart.

Until death do us part.

Bai Liu thought that after that, after he found Tawil… he might… try to accept a wedding.

Now he did get it, although it didn’t seem to be the same as he imagined.

It’s like this every time, he seems to have endless bad luck. Then that person, that person will always try his best, as if he wants to take advantage of the whole world, to bring what Bai Liu wanted back to him in all sorts of strange and bizarre ways.

——A storybook that had been torn and then pasted together, a lanky ghost doll with a missing face.

The wedding after parting.

This person has been clumsily comforting him, trying to cheer him up by giving Bai Liu the gift he wanted most.

Even if the price of this gift is to sacrifice one’s own life.

Soothing background music was played in the tavern, and everyone swayed and danced in pairs, hugging each other. The lights dimmed, and only vague light and shadow could be seen.

Bai Liu circled the back of Spades’ neck and pressed against his chin, blinking slightly.

With Bai Liu holding the back of his neck, Spades struggled to look back at the movements of Guy and Alex hugging each other in the middle of the dance floor – he had never been married, and he needed a template to learn from after getting married.

Guy hugged Alex’s shoulders and swayed. They were kissing continuously, and Alex’s hand had already reached into the hem of Guy’s wedding dress.

Spades’ eyes flickered back and forth between Guy and Bai Liu, then he leaned into Bai Liu’s ear and asked hesitantly: “-I’m going to kiss you now?”

He still remembered that he had made this person angry by casually kissing him before, so he asked in advance this time.

“People don’t kiss people they hate, Spades.” Bai Liu didn’t look up and answered Spades softly.

“But we are married.” Spades answered confidently, “Those who are married should kiss each other.”

Spades felt Bai Liu, who was leaning against his shoulder, chuckle.

Then Bai Liu said: “Didn’t you ask me before about how long I will hate you?”

Spades quickly asked: “How long?”

Bai Liu raised his head. There was a layer of luster in his eyes, and the smile on his face was pure and clear, with a touch of mischievousness that was not well hidden.

“——Forever, I will always hate you.”

Spades stopped all movements and tried to argue: “We are married so we should kiss but if you hate me we can’t kiss -“

Bai Liu lowered his eyes, pulled Spades down, closed his eyes and kissed him.

After the kiss, Spades looked at Bai Liu: “You said you hate me, but you took the initiative to kiss me.”

This was too contradictory. Spades couldn’t understand such a thing. He was confused and depressed: “Why did you do this?”

“Because I’m drunk.” Bai Liu didn’t close his eyes this time, and leaned in to kiss Spades again, “——I can marry people I hate when I’m drunk, and I can kiss people I hate.”

He kissed Spades and closed his eyes calmly.

“I would like to be with the person I hate forever, until death do us part again.”

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