Code Zulu Alpha: Nerd in the Apocalypse!

Dropping this question right in my face—especially coming from June's mother, just made me go back to the time Kaley and I first talked about this sort of topic. Unfortunately, I put it to the side because the honest truth was—like the things only Kaley and I were slowly experimenting on—were things I still wasn't sure of myself.

I fucking know those things were simply subject-adjacent with each other but my brain seemed to be running on all cylinders even though I wasn't even sure what I should use it for.

But yeah, I don't want to get into the specifics of it but that was just where my brain was heading to.

'Do I find June attractive? S-Sure. Do we vibe? Of course! And— A-And… Umm… Would I be comfortable doing sexual things with her? Depends on the acts— and most importantly, will I be comfortable with her doing sexual things with Kaley?

Again, depends on the act itself but— AHHHHHHHHH!!!'

As I was having an inner turmoil with my thoughts, I forgot I looked like I was just staring into dead space from Mrs. Dewey's perspective. However, she was giving me enough time to process my thoughts which was for some reason, making her let out an involuntary smile but then again, I quickly found my solution to this problem and it was very simple at the moment:

This was the type of thing I can't decide on my own.

Granted there were aspects I could decide on myself but as a whole, it should at least be decided by the parties involved and would-be involved, depending on the circumstances.

'I'm not even sure if June would be up for it but— Ah… She did get excited meeting me— n-not that type of excited but— Hmm… I felt those soft pair for sure but the lower— Argh! I can't even think straight— Fuck?! Really, Sky?! Can't even think 'STRAIGHT'?! REALLY?!

Haa… If anything… Kaley'd be crying tears of joy if— Haaa… I really should talk to them first about this… Just in case but I don't wanna assume— Haaa…' Read latest stories on m_v-l'e|-.net

And as I was talking to myself for the second time and looking into the abyss, I just thought of something even more dreadful but instead of just voicing it in my head, it was suddenly put into abrupt words:

"WHAT IF SHE'S BIGGER THAN ME?!" I said fucking out loud.

Mrs. Dewey never looked so shocked, "Umm— What?!"

"Did I just say that out loud?"

"Yes."

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"..."

"Fuck…"

"Pfft…"

"I— I'm sorry, I shouldn't think like that of—"

She waved me off, "No worries, hun… It's a more common thing than you think."

"For real?"

"It's just that it's the first time I heard someone say it to my face first. June's reserved as she is but she does have many internet friends. I'm not sure about the specifics but sometimes, June would also talk to me about stuff and it's one of those things that would come up…"

"Seriously? Come up? Are you—"

Mrs. Dewey was caught off-guard as she chuckled, "Oh— I didn't mean to say it like that but it's a happy accident— I— I'm gonna stop…"

"Yeah, there's one other question I want to ask but—"

"Then ask away, isn't this the right time to ask those questions?"

I shook my head, "No, sorry. As much as I would've loved to know everything from the get-go, I think I should just talk to them— no offense to you, of course, Mrs. Dewey. You've been a great help and very understanding of my inadequacies. I'm plenty sure you could've answered any of my questions but I think it would be better if I ask them myself, no?"

"That's true, but offending me? Gosh, that's nonsense! You've been really great, actually… So…"

I nodded, "Yeah, I'll think I'll look for them now."

"Alright, see you later young man. Take care!"

On that note, Mrs. Dewey told me exactly where June's room was, and from a quick check-in with Kaley through our radio channel, she told me to come quickly for some reason. There was this unbelievable excitement in her voice but I still walked at a normal pace as I made my way towards the two.

It's because I still needed to figure out the things running through my head but I still found the time too short even if time flows differently inside my mind palace.

However, as soon as I knocked on the door and Kaley told me to come in right after, time felt like it slowed down again as I saw Kaley smiling from ear to ear:

"What do you think?! Ah— What do you think, boy?" Kaley suddenly lowered her voice to a slightly deeper register as she gave me this serious domineering look.

To my surprise, Kaley was rocking some sort of wedding-adjacent dress turned into a gothic outfit: a tight—very tight—corset-like top—with leather straps and shiny buckles—that was pushing her tits up, exposing almost half of them out, and showing the contrast between the black dress and her white skin.

In addition, the bottom part had this cascading style—combined with the style of her top—like a pagoda had with its layers but it had this high slit to the right side which exposed one side of her smooth legs and supple skin.

And aside from the spiky platform shoes, Kaley was wearing these spiked bangles on her wrists and this jet-black choker around her neck while her hair was in this simple ponytail where one side was braided tightly while the other had bangs to the side.

Obviously, her makeup was on fucking point as well with the black lipstick and the eyeliner but what almost pushed me off the edge was this fake tattoo sleeve of a tribal dragon coiling on her right arm. Even if it wasn't an eastern dragon like mine, it still looked fucking sick and cool, it merged different styles into this Asian Gothic-Punk look.

'W-What am I here for, again? Ah, fuck! Right! Right! Here I go… Dammit! Why'd she have to look like this?!'

Seeing all that, it was safe to say that I was stunned in fucking place, and if June—who was wearing basically the same type of clothes as earlier—wasn't here, I would've taken Kaley right then and there.

But yeah, seeing me in such a state, Kaley quickly broke character as she puffed air in one of her cheeks as she cutely glared at me:

"I said what do you think, you doofus!"

"I— Uh— U-Umm— It's— Ah—"

"Pfft! Good enough. Right, June?!"

June chuckled from the bed, "Yup! You do look really great tho! I can't believe you got into my clothes— Well not all of YOU but you managed to get in there! Can you even breathe normally?!"

Kaley shook her head as she chuckled, "Barely! But yeah! Who would've thought you were hiding all that under your clothes?! You should show some skin from time to time!"

June instinctively crossed her arms as she kept her legs shut, "You! S-Shut up! Despite all this, I'm still mad at you! You— U-Umm… you, uhm… I— W-We s-should tell him, right?"

Kaley's smile turned solemn as she nodded a few times. And after that, she slowly turned to me and looked apologetic as she opened her mouth:

"Look, ummm… we had a uhh… an a-accident— But we didn't do anything! I swear! O-Once I umm— knew that umm… that, she— uhh— Look…" Kaley then turned to June once again, "Do you really want me to be the one to tell him?"

As I turned to June as well, she also looked like a nervous wreck but as she nodded one final time for confirmation, Kaley leaned in to me with a face full of concern. However, right as she was about to drop the bomb on me, I pulled her close to my side and smiled at both of them solemnly:

"I… I already know."

"Oh… Then— I swear I—"

I cut her off, "You don't have to say anything, alright? I do trust you... But then again… I…" I trailed as I looked straight at June as well, "I want us three to talk. I had an honest talk with Mrs. Dewey and it brought me to the time when *looking at Kaley* we first talked about this topic before…"

June and Kaley nodded as they glanced at each other, "Sure…/ Of course…"

"Alright… But before that… I do have one very, VERY important question though…"

June subconsciously cleared her throat as she kept eye contact, "I-I'll answer anything…"

Then I dropped my own bomb in front of them:

"Real talk. Are you bigger than me?"

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"..."

As soon as I fucking said that, I could hear the wall clock ticking but it just turned to complete chaos right as I tried to ask the same thing:

"June, I asked you a very simple— Ow! ACK! ArcK! Kaley! What the fu—"

"YOU DOOFUS! I THOUGHT YOU WERE BEING FUCKING SENSITIVE AND SERIOUS AND YOU COME UP WITH THAT?!"

"IT'S AN HONEST QUESTION! AND STOP HITTING ME! YOU'LL RUIN YOUR DRESS!"

"I-I DON'T— IT'S NOT ABOUT THE DRESS, YOU DOOFUS!"

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! YOU GUYS ARE TOO MUCH! OH MY GOD, I'M CRYING!"

To our surprise, June just started dying laughing as she tried to cover her mouth with her hands but just the complete randomness of my fucking statement sent her over the edge as she cried actual tears from laughing too much. However, as we eventually shared a good honest laugh with each other, June just looked at me with a smile before she opened her mouth.

"About that…"

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